Graduation Thoughts
Tomorrow my college life will officially be over, thus far. I don't really know what to think about the whole thing, except that I am overjoyed. It's hard to express what I feel at this moment because of all of the different emotions pouring out of my heart right now.
I am the first person to graduate from college in my family. And boy, is my family proud. It's almost embarassing, really. Just last night at dinner, my parents and grandparents carried on to the server about how I'm a nurse, I went to Lourdes, my commencement is tomorrow, yadda yadda. I sat there with my head down at first, but then I thought, "accept the fact that they are proud!" It's embarassing at times, but I wallow in it. It feels good to have someone share your pride. And to feed it a little bit, too.
I come from a blue collar family. My dad's a plumber. Grandpa was a truck driver, Nana was a bank teller. My mom works at a fabric store. My brother delivers medical equipment. And here I am, a nurse, with a Bachelor's degree. The very first in my family. And I couldn't happier.
This is leaps and bounds from where I came from. I was a wild child. To look at me, you would not guess that, but everyone has their skeletons in the closet. I went through a lot of rough spots at the end of high school and got in with the wrong crowd. I was stuck in a downward spiral for several years, making my life and my family's lives living hell until I decided I'd had enough.
I started at a community college in the fall of 2000 and got straight A's. By that fall, I transferred to Lourdes and was going to be a teacher. Well, we all know that was not meant to be, because here I am, almost 7 years later with a degree in nursing.
The road was long and bumpy, it seemed I had setback after setback. One step forward, two steps back, I used to say. But I perservered. And even though I didn't make it into the honors' society and I wasn't one of the people who received awards for being great, I know, deep down, that I am great. And I am honored. I did the best that I could. Knowing that means more than any plaque or vocal recognition.
So when tomorrow comes, I will proudly walk across the Sea Gate Center stage and accept my certificate from Dr. Helmer with pride. I am proud of myself. For the first time in my life I can say that and it feels good. Alumni | Kimberly
Friday, May 16, 2008 3:15:37 PM (Eastern Standard Time, UTC-05:00)  |
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